Friday, March 11, 2005
Lately, started attend service at Trinity on sat and cell in sch which r realli quite convenient for me ... the timing's Rite for me!
realli miss my charis Peeks! but sorry guys~ can't go back coz of my mama... well, i guess though this door has been shut for me.. God opened up the other door for me to continue to seek him!
Hope this year can quickly end so that i can go back.. maybe.
After got back my results... got Straight Fs ...
i've been realli depressed... I felt that i've dropped into a bottomless pit... juz keep fallin...
and fallin....
and fallin....
and fallin...
So helpless.... So hopeless....
No one's there to help... Not ur parents.. Not your friends... Except for GOD
So suffocating... Somemore at this moment, spiritual attack by satan...
tellin me that killing myself will end eveything...
But I guess I'm not that weak to resort to suicide! " Never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game. "i'm not gonna let the fear of failing to stop me from pursue my dreams
Never say Give up! I wanna pursue my dreams... god's vision for me... Align myself with him!
mylittlerhapsody at 3:59 PM
