Sunday, March 13, 2005
yea! bloggin again! here am i... The SMALL but MightY BEarpAaws~ ( puke! )
haha...
Last week, things realli wasn't for me... everything went wrong...
1. My closet door dropped off and hit my left foot! *OUCH*
2. While I'm using the public toilet at somewhere.. someplace in Singapore .... near sch.. -_-
I forgot to lock the door properly den a lady OPEN the door... n.. saw my pi ku (_!_) so paiseh...
3. Ya.. n.. even B4 my Badminton training YES.. I sprained the same foot... sucks.. *OUCH* x2
THings cleared up during the March Holidays... Though did quite alot of real slacking.. b4 thurs..
yea..
On thurs, i WEnt to attend this course " Welcome to the Trinity Family" at Trinity church in the afternoon.. I learnt alot from there... SO fruitful.. ~!!!! hehe... but the course is damn long! 4hrs man!
n.. we did this renouncing thingy.. We wrote on what sins we realli wanted to renounce on a piece of paper... den said this prayer and teared the paper into pieces and throw em' into the bin...
well, i wrote horoscope, watching tv and slackin..
and i guess it did somehow worked... coz after thurs, i able to start on my work...
yea~ Thank God!
haha! btw the time that we went to NUS openhouse.. hehe... i met this familiar eye candy... SO SUAI!!!! SO CUTE!!!!! ya... he's jess bro! SO CUTE MAN! look like edison chen... haha!
maybe i should do more visiting to jess' house... which is at..... Jurong ! hehe...
watever~
mylittlerhapsody at 11:34 PM
Friday, March 11, 2005
Lately, started attend service at Trinity on sat and cell in sch which r realli quite convenient for me ... the timing's Rite for me!
realli miss my charis Peeks! but sorry guys~ can't go back coz of my mama... well, i guess though this door has been shut for me.. God opened up the other door for me to continue to seek him!
Hope this year can quickly end so that i can go back.. maybe.
After got back my results... got Straight Fs ...
i've been realli depressed... I felt that i've dropped into a bottomless pit... juz keep fallin...
and fallin....
and fallin....
and fallin...
So helpless.... So hopeless....
No one's there to help... Not ur parents.. Not your friends...
Except for GOD
So suffocating... Somemore at this moment, spiritual attack by satan...
tellin me that killing myself will end eveything...
But I guess I'm not that weak to resort to suicide!
" Never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game. "
i'm not gonna let the fear of failing to stop me from pursue my dreams
Never say Give up! I wanna pursue my dreams... god's vision for me... Align myself with him!
mylittlerhapsody at 3:59 PM
