Tuesday, October 26, 2004

hehe! At last, today Coach called my name correctly!!!! I told him straight in his face.... den he still answer in a way like he has nv called my name wrongly... haha! Before that, he actually called me Rui Zhu!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha! shan still said that it sounded like the raichu! the bro of pikachu! .................................................................................................................. (speechless) hehe!
I think today's performance still okay, not as bad as previous training. Last training i really felt damn suckiE! I enjoyed today's training and jiao lian's mood not bad too coz he did laugh at our stupid jokes ( it's rare ok?! )

Hiaz! i still screwing up my Q&A man! God HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm Improving for My presentation!!!!!!!! YEA!!! hehe!

I want to play softball!!! hmmp! can only watch the guys play... nv at least i enjoy cheering for them ! hehe...

mylittlerhapsody at 10:15 PM

Monday, October 25, 2004

Has been SO SO So so caught up with OP preparation... but i guessed the slides are almost ready and all we need to do now is to rehearse more and more and more. yea! Suddenly, Charis people start contacting me... i dunno whether i should go back there.. as i always feel very out of place! Maybe i should change cell or change church.. But changing helps? Will things be any better...? Well, i guess if i'm going back, i will do it after OP. Hope that things will not be the same! Hope that i can open up my heart and enjoy myself in ChariS! GOD pls help me!

I think promotional results will be out in a few days' time... I really hope that i will have the chance to promo... I wanna promote with my WHOLE LTC!! hehe...

mylittlerhapsody at 10:37 PM

Monday, October 18, 2004

Had PW today at J8's Mosburger. Have been thinking which kind of mood and feelings should i use to face her... while i was on the my way to J8. Suddenly, she msged me askin if i'm reaching and i replied immediately. Then, i met up with Kailing at KFC to pass her the chem note and borrowed her Flash notes for OP preparation. Next, I straightaway went to Mos. I sat next to her trying to pretend that I am happy and nth had happened b4.. suddenly kailing came in to greet us. At this moment, i was afraid that KL might give C a wrong idea that i'm really back with them and KL acompany me there... i hope not.. After PW, ashraf asked us if we wan to play pool at Dhoby Ghot. So, i went back to change but StUpiDLy, i took the wrong bus homE! I took the green-plated 410. WHen i told them what happened, they practically dun believe me... i can't believe it too! dunno what the hell's wrong wif me! hiaz! As Parklane has no empty tables for us to play, we went to Paradiz Centre. wah... there's almost nobody there playing pool. So, C and Michelle started the game, followed by ashraf and anand. While Xiao bai and Du De lie and me and C played arcade. She and me even took the oldest version of neoprint which only costed $3 !!! We walked back to P.S. and bought some food from Carrefour and played tikam tikam AGAIN! ( i got minnie mouse figurine AGAIN! DAMN IT! hehe... but she exchanged eith me. In the end, i was left with pooh on lion and roo on elepht) haha... Things slightly got back better b/w the 2 of us... Thank God! But i'm realli realli not if it will be the same when i go back to sch...
i still feel VERI VERI VERI sad when i saw her nick" i want promote with jOjO".. felt so left out AGAIN! *SOB*
TTY tried to talk me but SORry again! I dun feel like tokin to u! TRY HARDER k?
Hope that everything will turn out well tml when i go back to sch...

God pls help me to get back to the grp and i hope they can be more sensitive to me!

mylittlerhapsody at 12:24 AM

Saturday, October 16, 2004

Wow... today spent alot of $$ on tikam tikam.. hehe~ I managed to get a Minnie Mouse figurine, eeyore on a dog and a To-Fu Man & PuddingTo-Fu. So cute!
At Shan's house there, have a newly-opened pet shop. Oh Man~!!!! The Loop-Ear rabbit SOOOOooooooOOOOOOoooooooo CUTEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!! He is IRRESISTABLE!!!!! hehehe! look so innocent and has a very mild temper. It's a pure breed dwarf rabbit and it costed $200 over. But i think it's quite worthy coz HE REALLY VERI CUTE!!!!!!!!
reminds me of Uncle Ivan's BunBun. ( but he's cuter! )
maybe i'll get one tis kind of rabbit , a kitten, a puppy all together when I have the time and money for pets... hehe~!
But I think animals r really stress-reliever and wound healer as I juz realised after Cherry's gone... i found harder to cope with stress n unhappiness....

mylittlerhapsody at 2:22 PM