Monday, October 18, 2004

Had PW today at J8's Mosburger. Have been thinking which kind of mood and feelings should i use to face her... while i was on the my way to J8. Suddenly, she msged me askin if i'm reaching and i replied immediately. Then, i met up with Kailing at KFC to pass her the chem note and borrowed her Flash notes for OP preparation. Next, I straightaway went to Mos. I sat next to her trying to pretend that I am happy and nth had happened b4.. suddenly kailing came in to greet us. At this moment, i was afraid that KL might give C a wrong idea that i'm really back with them and KL acompany me there... i hope not.. After PW, ashraf asked us if we wan to play pool at Dhoby Ghot. So, i went back to change but StUpiDLy, i took the wrong bus homE! I took the green-plated 410. WHen i told them what happened, they practically dun believe me... i can't believe it too! dunno what the hell's wrong wif me! hiaz! As Parklane has no empty tables for us to play, we went to Paradiz Centre. wah... there's almost nobody there playing pool. So, C and Michelle started the game, followed by ashraf and anand. While Xiao bai and Du De lie and me and C played arcade. She and me even took the oldest version of neoprint which only costed $3 !!! We walked back to P.S. and bought some food from Carrefour and played tikam tikam AGAIN! ( i got minnie mouse figurine AGAIN! DAMN IT! hehe... but she exchanged eith me. In the end, i was left with pooh on lion and roo on elepht) haha... Things slightly got back better b/w the 2 of us... Thank God! But i'm realli realli not if it will be the same when i go back to sch...
i still feel VERI VERI VERI sad when i saw her nick" i want promote with jOjO".. felt so left out AGAIN! *SOB*
TTY tried to talk me but SORry again! I dun feel like tokin to u! TRY HARDER k?
Hope that everything will turn out well tml when i go back to sch...

God pls help me to get back to the grp and i hope they can be more sensitive to me!

mylittlerhapsody at 12:24 AM